I look into my eyes to see what I have been missing all this time. For many life times.  For thousands of years.   I see that it was never my body or Spirit that doubted itself.  They are of God.  It was my fear of awakening that kept me down here for so long.  It was my own fear that doubted what my body, mind and Spirit could do.  The infinite potentiality.  The Christ Consciousness.  My 3 dimensional body and mind could do everything from the beginning.  From my Cosmic Birth.  The genius has always been there waiting for me to stop doubting it.  The Christ has been waiting there all along to also stop not believing in it.  When I doubt what is there, I doubt God. When I doubt the potentiality, I doubt God.  When I doubt God, I doubt the very existence of myself and others.  My illusion of this life becomes only real to fear, doubt, anger, jealousy, envy and everything else in darkness.  Fear takes hold and never allows me to see who I truly am. Who we all truly are.  Doubt God never more, and we awaken…we become fully aware of ourselves and the Divine Love that IS our existence. We live and breath who we really are in Love…In God.  Doubt your healing and you doubt the very nature of your Being. 

16 June Dream

I was called to a temple, I believe, in Tibet. When I got there, there were a few hundred monks of all kinds. Tibetan Monks, Guru’s, Sufi’s, Yogi’s and one over all Master of them all. I just thought I was invited to see and hear them meditate. I looked down at myself and noticed that I was dressed like them and was kneeling in the middle of the entire group. I noticed a girl next to me but couldn’t make out a face. I knew but couldn’t tell who she was. I knew that she was part of this whole thing though. As the Master Monk stood up in the middle of the group to chant something, both me and the girl were dowsed with 5 different kinds of scented oils, from head to toe. The Master Monk put his left hand on my back and his right hand on the back of the girl. The Sound coming from the other monks made almost a shockwave of sound waves. It was very powerful. At the same time, the Master Monk chanted something in a very ancient tongue, which started making both me and the girl vibrate out of our bodies, thus allowing us to become more than just bodies. I didn’t have an expectation at the time but started feeling as if I was being blasted out of my body and into the ether. For a moment, I lost the concept of myself, not knowing what happened or where I went, and found myself vibrating on the ground as if every cell in my body just got energized. I couldn’t thank all those involved enough. Somehow, they all opened the souls of me and the girl beyond our own imaginations. Just then, the temple wall started lifting like a stage curtain and on the outside was the most incredible horizon I’ve ever seen. I looked down again and I was on a dirt road in the middle of nowhere, the temple was gone with the monks, and every layer of the horizon before me was a vibrating, multilayered color. All colors of the rainbow leading up to the darkness of space where I could see the stars and galaxies. I walked a few steps forward and ended up on the very edge of the horizon. All the bright colors faded away into Space, as if Space itself was a wall that I could walk through. Somehow, the girl that was with me in the temple was already there, past the wall of space, actually becoming Space. I tried to speak but the sounds from my mouth were swallowed up quickly into the Universe as if sounds weren’t needed for the moment. I looked down at myself one last time, and found that the Universe was inside of me, reflecting itself to the outside when I looked up. The End!