16 June Dream

I was called to a temple, I believe, in Tibet. When I got there, there were a few hundred monks of all kinds. Tibetan Monks, Guru’s, Sufi’s, Yogi’s and one over all Master of them all. I just thought I was invited to see and hear them meditate. I looked down at myself and noticed that I was dressed like them and was kneeling in the middle of the entire group. I noticed a girl next to me but couldn’t make out a face. I knew but couldn’t tell who she was. I knew that she was part of this whole thing though. As the Master Monk stood up in the middle of the group to chant something, both me and the girl were dowsed with 5 different kinds of scented oils, from head to toe. The Master Monk put his left hand on my back and his right hand on the back of the girl. The Sound coming from the other monks made almost a shockwave of sound waves. It was very powerful. At the same time, the Master Monk chanted something in a very ancient tongue, which started making both me and the girl vibrate out of our bodies, thus allowing us to become more than just bodies. I didn’t have an expectation at the time but started feeling as if I was being blasted out of my body and into the ether. For a moment, I lost the concept of myself, not knowing what happened or where I went, and found myself vibrating on the ground as if every cell in my body just got energized. I couldn’t thank all those involved enough. Somehow, they all opened the souls of me and the girl beyond our own imaginations. Just then, the temple wall started lifting like a stage curtain and on the outside was the most incredible horizon I’ve ever seen. I looked down again and I was on a dirt road in the middle of nowhere, the temple was gone with the monks, and every layer of the horizon before me was a vibrating, multilayered color. All colors of the rainbow leading up to the darkness of space where I could see the stars and galaxies. I walked a few steps forward and ended up on the very edge of the horizon. All the bright colors faded away into Space, as if Space itself was a wall that I could walk through. Somehow, the girl that was with me in the temple was already there, past the wall of space, actually becoming Space. I tried to speak but the sounds from my mouth were swallowed up quickly into the Universe as if sounds weren’t needed for the moment. I looked down at myself one last time, and found that the Universe was inside of me, reflecting itself to the outside when I looked up. The End!

I look into my eyes to see what I have been missing all this time. For many life times.  For thousands of years.   I see that it was never my body or Spirit that doubted itself.  They are of God.  It was my fear of awakening that kept me down here for so long.  It was my own fear that doubted what my body, mind and Spirit could do.  The infinite potentiality.  The Christ Consciousness.  My 3 dimensional body and mind could do everything from the beginning.  From my Cosmic Birth.  The genius has always been there waiting for me to stop doubting it.  The Christ has been waiting there all along to also stop not believing in it.  When I doubt what is there, I doubt God. When I doubt the potentiality, I doubt God.  When I doubt God, I doubt the very existence of myself and others.  My illusion of this life becomes only real to fear, doubt, anger, jealousy, envy and everything else in darkness.  Fear takes hold and never allows me to see who I truly am. Who we all truly are.  Doubt God never more, and we awaken…we become fully aware of ourselves and the Divine Love that IS our existence. We live and breath who we really are in Love…In God.  Doubt your healing and you doubt the very nature of your Being. 

What do you suppose Jesus/Yeshua meant when he said "Love thy neighbor...and Enemy?" Could this have meant Love them period? Just as you would love a brother, friend, parent or Lover?  I don't think it was translated right.  In the mind of 'man' 2000 years ago, I just don't feel they were up to the task on explaining how people could "SEND" Love.  That would be way too off track from their mindset of control and dominance.  And not necessarily just simply Love.  When you SEND Love to people, you don’t have to truly Love them!  You are sending them the intention of Love, hoping very much that it sticks to them and allows them to feel the truth about themselves.  We definitely don’t Love the deeds of the enemy(anyone who chooses a life of destruction because they feel their religion rules over all), or their lives they have chosen.  However, as it has been explained not only by Jesus/Yeshua but by other Ascended Masters, EVERY single person on this planet and perhaps others, have within them the Christ potential.  Everyone.  The knowing that there is no separation from God/Goddess/Source/Universe.  The Ultimate Love.  Moreover, in your true cosmic birth, you, your awareness, your consciousness was created through the vibrations of the ultimate loving Voice of the Universe.  In turn, that is exactly what we are all made of.  (ok, getting a little off track here) If we are made from the Ultimate Love, what is stopping people from expressing their true nature to all existence? Back to Sending Love…Love they neighbor by sending them Love. Love thy enemy by sending them Love. Honoring their Christ’s within them, hoping for them to see the Truth.  If everyone could for one day, while out in public, look at every person passing by as if they were an Actual Christ, there would be more smiles, salutations, the honoring of the Divinity in each other, Love, and less and less Ego to be challenged by.  Lastly, sending Love to people doesn’t make it hard for your heart to feel the Love, or challenge your intention of attempting to Love a stranger, criminal or just a bad bad person.  I know from experience that trying to just Love someone with a Dark heart or without a reason, simply doesn’t feel right.  However, Sending the Love feels amazing.  Open yourself as a Channel for God’s/Goddess’/Source/Universal Love.  You will feel everything that flows through you as you are sending it out. 

rily just simply Love. 

38 years ago today, at 6:18 am in the morning I was born to this body and to this life path. So this morning as I was driving into work at 6:15, I was contemplating on what I may have been doing at that exact time, getting ready to pop out and open my new eyes to the world. I could envision my Angels and Guides praying with me, blessing me and sending their Love and gratitude to me while I began my simbient relationship with this body just before I was born. So, as this was going through my heart and mind, I decided to use the Reiki Time/Space/Distance symbols, Hon Sha Ze Sho Nen, and send energy to that exact time as I was being born. Through the symbols, I sent the other symbols for a more powerful connection, along with my Love and gratitude to the Angels and Guides who were assisting me in the moment. For the first time, I sent them Love and gratitude for being there for me on this incredible new beginning and exciting journey. I also sent energy to change any negative energies into healing energies, that may or may not have been around me during the time of my birth. I also sent to my parents, the hospital and the medical folks who were assisting with my awakening. As we all enter this world with no fear and great excitement, we usually forget our connections right away as we go from being drooling poop machines, to mindful/heartfelt loving Beings. :-)

Remembering who we are, is half the battle in getting back to our Higher Selves. Light Beings; Healers; Love in consciousness; Christ Beings. On that note, I hope you all have a wonderful, and fulfilling day today! Think about this on your next Birthday. You may want to travel back and try to remember how the trip went.

In Loving Peace and Well Being,

As you walk through your life, seeing everything outside of you and not paying too much attention, you may miss the point of what your connection to everything may be. Whether you are with our without purpose, we should learn to commune with our life’s paths that we all have chosen.  Be ourselves in our very own uniqueness, communing daily and becoming whole again with our own living Be-ing.  We SEE and react to the things going on outside ourselves, yet take very little time to analyze how and why we feel the way we do about our connections with what is around us.  What exactly do you notice you are more connected to than anything else?  There is so much information coming in all day long, who wants to take the time to analyze everything? Well, we don’t have to analyze everything coming in, just the stuff that touches us on much deeper levels.  Every individual will understand their own connection to specific people, items or events that are presented to them throughout their lives.  It is up to each individual, to interpret what the ‘connection’ is trying to tell them or remind them of.  Communing with life in this way is communing with the deepest levels of YOU. Whether your connection is short lived, or lasts for years.  By letting go of all the little things that you aren’t connected to, or rather filtering all the little things out, you allow yourself to become more and more familiar with, and connected to, what it is you are here for and why. 

How aware are you of yourself, and not just aware of what you have to do today and in the near future?  Do you ever just take a break from your day to become more aware of YOU?  Simply ask yourself, how you are feeling?  Are you taking any deep breaths to know how good it feels to your lungs and how your body might need a little extra O2?  How do your hands feel in the moment?  How about your feet, or even your butt from sitting all day long? J  If you can stop yourself from thinking what you still have to do today, or just take a couple minutes break from your day, stand up for a second and notice what is going on around you… I’m not just talking about your co-workers, but the little things.  What temperature is the room you are in?  What does it smell like?  What color is your room or your office painted?  What can you hear outside of your private little area?  When you stop to become more aware of you, you can learn to relax more.  Feel which muscles are more tense and relax them for a moment.   Take a deep breath, let it all out and notice where you hold your stress.  Let that go as well!  Even if you have to stand up and shake it off like a dog!  WHO CARES if someone is watching…! They won’t know how good it feels to become aware of yourself and your surroundings, and how good it felt to shake it all off.   

If you were a Super Hero, what would your abilities be?  Where, or at what time period would you come from? What would you look like and would you have a cool costume?  With the super hero in everybody, there is a super nemisis!  A dark side that we all try not to feed off of.  You know, the one who yells at someone on the road for driving like an %#$hole!  Or the one that you give the squinky eye to, or even the waiter that just doesn't seem to be in a hurry to serve you.  If, in all your close calls and negative situations, you were the Super Hero inside of you, how would you react then?  What would be your words or thoughts to the other people involved in this possible negative scenario?  I know sometimes when I see someone being a complete idiot on the road, i would wish that I had the Jedi Force so I could lift their car off the road and put them in a tree somewhere.  How fun would that be? Well Super Hero, we are not here to react on our instincts alone.  We are here to truly be the Super hero to everybody and everything.  Have you ever noticed that in times of natural disasters, people come together as one for the greater good?  People who may have been neighbors for years, never spoke until it was truly time to help them.  THAT, my friends, is being your true self.  The Super Hero inside of you, patiently waiting to save lives and stop distructive forces.  So now that you've thought of this, what is your super power?  Your true nature?  I don't believe we are all here to police the world.  I fully believe we are all here to become Super Hero's!  And when everybody finds their Super Hero inside of them, we won't have to try and save each other anymore. 

If we all know that we have to take care of our bodies inside and out, through either detox, right eating along with plenty of fresh air and exercise, what about our minds?  Do we necessarily have to put our minds on a diet? How about a diet of good thoughts and 'letting go' of stressful and negative thinking!  Yes, your brain works on chemicals from what you eat, drink and inhale, but you truly have full control over what you think.. Addicted or not!  If you can think yourself sick, nervous or depressed, you can think yourself healed, and 'Be' IN love and happy.  Seek professional help if you must!  There is nothing wrong with getting advice from an unbiased source that may be able to help you discover something about yourself.  It is not the happiness we give to others that make a difference, it is the happiness that you are, that other people can see that allows them to feel that such a thing really exists!  Yes, you may THINK that you can't do something or you truly don't want to change something in your life, but again, you are 'thinking' that you will decide to do one or the other.  You are making that choice!  In the Spiritual aspect of thinking, if you change your thinking, you can change what you put inside of you, in turn, changing your outer appearance in what ever way most serves your needs for the moment, or for the long haul.  Whether that need is to look younger, look fitter, feel better, become more connected to your spiritual side, smile more often or simply glow and not attach yourself to any negativity, no matter what happens during your day.  Detoxing your mind is truly letting go of things that really don't involve you personally, or serve your best interest.  If a family member is down on their luck, has no money (or whatever) and you are unable to help, how is the stress of your worrying about them going to serve them or your well be-ing?  Instead of worrying, you can give them some ideas on how to find some extra cash!  That way you are not giving them your 'worry energy!'  You are giving them your strength, by giving them the advice/ability to go out and seek alternative methods.  This ideal can help in pretty much all categories of life.  ‘Strength/Love' Energy is much more powerful and helpful than ‘Worry/Fear' Energy.  Recently, this past April, my son Brandon was diagnosed with Ewing Sarcoma cancer which started in his ankle and metastasized to his lungs.  Instead of me coddling him, babying him and worrying about him everyday, I went out and researched as much as I could about the Dis-Ease...  Although he is now 17, I hadn't seen Brandon for the past five years, and had only known him for about six weeks of his life.  After contemplating his life situation as it was, I flew to Kentucky (legally) :-) and I took him out of his very verbally and emotionally abusive home in Kentucky, flew him to California, got him back into school along with getting him his treatments at Stanford Hospital and changed his world through strength/Love and positive thinking/doing, and completely changed his environment.  There is a much longer story about this situation, but I'll keep it short for now.  Brandon has two more chemo treatments, he has never had any symptoms or sickness from chemo or radiation and he is getting excellent grades in school because he never misses a day due to any illness.  It is because HE has this amazing positive attitude, now that his life and environment have changed, that he is healing so quickly.  All I could and can do is show him that Love, Light and right thinking comes from within!  If I can be that example for Brandon in times like these, I know that he will have a greater understanding for the future, of right thinking and Be-ing.  He is a powerful inspiration for me!  And I know he will reflect the same Light/Love/energy to all around him now and in the future.

 Hi, all you animal lovers.  Here is a cool way to give to our animal friends.  This is pretty simple... Pass this on to your Peeps!  The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals.
  It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box "fund food for animals" for free.  This doesn't cost you a thing.
  Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising.  It's also a great place to shop... and that donates even more food to the animals!
  Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know.

http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3

PS, this is our Golden Puppy Riley!  She loved laying on our cold hose for some reason!  She was 3 months old in this picture. 

The Alarm goes off and you roll out of bed grunting, rubbing your face thinking it is now time to wake up and get ready for work ,or get ready for the day, or it's time to make the donuts!  Why not change your thinking and wake up for YOU!  Well, you are taking a shower for YOU right?  You are getting dressed for YOU and you are dolling yourself up for YOU!  Say you are getting ready for work in the morning.  Have you asked yourself why you are getting ready for 'work?'  Is work some Diety that is expecting you to be and look a certain way all day?  Feel yourself once in awhile!  Truely feel deep within yourself and know yourself.  Close your eyes in the morning and dream your day!  Preparing your day is like warming up in the gym before lifting all those weights or stretching before the big run.  Warming up your mind should be no different!  Don't think to yourself that you NEED to do this paperwork, or you NEED to try and dominate that person who always makes you feel inferior!  That negative person at work who always seems to make you feel less of a person isn't pointing a gun to your head and saying FEEL LESS OF A PERSON TODAY SO I CAN FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF!  Unless of course they have the Jedi mind trick down!  It is up to you to get up and get ready for YOU.  How are you going to think about you during the day?  How are you going to think about what others are doing around you and to you that day?  And will you allow others to make YOU feel any less about YOURSELF?  I am no expert on thinking, but I would like to speculate that about 90% of our Be-ing is our thinking!  Hey, if you can think yourself sick or think yourself healthy, imagine what else can happen through right thinking!  So I say, wake up in the morning and get ready for YOU!  Love yourself!  BE yourself! Live for yourself first and then tend to others around you.  BE the example of how to BE!  Smiling at your grumpy boss is not sucking up!  You are just Be-ing who YOU are! 

In Peace with yourself! Love and Light
Healing Vibes.